well, is it a curse? it has been three times that the man who has got closer to me was suddenly burdened by his ex. and this is the third time. WEEEEWWW... am I too high qualified that those ex-girls came to say 'Let me get back to you' just when I started to feel the guys were special? #speechless#
i did not want to talk about my past, those two men who came to my previous chapters of life. let me share a bit about the guy I started to like him recently, but...
the ex-girlfriend suddenly asked him that she would like to be a part of him once again. i don't need to share the story in detail, I just don't understand either. Last night, when he told me that he said 'No, never' (means never come back to that girl), I said to him to think twice. and today, he hasn't sent me message, nor called me, as he used to do. zzzZZZzzz...
it's not that I worry that he changes his mind to accept the ex's request. It's none of my business. It's the third time I face this problem, and I feel so experienced. It's ok. it will be more painful when the guy committed to be with me, but the ex was still in his mind. Or, suddenly he changed his mind to stay with his ex at the time when I started to love him. just like my previous chapters in my past, as i said before.
i just wonder, what's wrong with me? am i too boring? am i too ignorant? or,,, am I too attractive?
hehehhehehe..
for the guy to whom this blog is written, just enjoy the love story. Don't worry about me, i've just got accustomed to it.
and someday I will find a guy who can love me more than anyone..
#just like in Korean movie# hehehe.. ;p
